You genuinely don’t see what you’re doing to me, to us. We used to be the best of friends. We were never, ever seen apart from each other. I’d see you every single day and night, we’d go everywhere together and do everything together. We’d text each other all day every day about anything and everything. We’d call each other just because we were bored two minutes after we left one another. We’d make so many plans and have so much fun. Now? Now you have a boyfriend. A boyfriend who controls every move you make. Now you don’t reply to my texts, you’ll read them but you’ll never reply. Now you’ll cancel plans on me just because you want to spend even more time with him. Now you don’t even care. You don’t care about me, about us or about college. The only thing you care about is him and he doesn’t even treat you the way you deserve. I’m angry, but I’m only angry because I’m so sad at how things have turned out. You used to be the most caring and reliable person ever, now I can’t even count on you to speak to me, never mind keep plans and dates. I’ve totally given up with you because no matter what I can’t get things back to normal. We could sit there for 10 minutes and it’d either be all about him, or total silence. We used to be able to sit in silence which was comfortable, now it’s just awkward. I have no idea what else I can do because I have tried everything. Just remember who was always, always there for you. When everything starts to fall apart you’ll soon realise how things have changed. I just wish you cared enough to notice and change how things are.
23rd May, 2013.
